Stap onder 2020 uit!

Dit was ‘n on-jaar… ek glo nie iemand kan met daai waarheid stry nie?

Kyk vir oulaas om en gooi dankieblye op 2020 se spore.

Dankiebly vir dit wat nie gebeur het nie, en dit wat wel gebeur het, want in als is daar iewers ‘n persent versteek.

Party keer is die persent goed weggesteek, maar die groot Siel het mos geseg dat ons moet soek en sal kry as ons so maak.

Laat ons die 2020 skoene op die dak gooi.

Los die stof en dorings agter en loop met Ligte voete vorentoe.

Loop sag en lief, kyk waar jy trap sodat jy niks mis nie.

Môre se dag sal self aankom, los hom maar eers.

Mooi loop…

Hartsgate en stopwerk…

Daar is ‘n bedeesde kloppie aan my rooi voordeur, eers dog ek dat ek my verbeel en ek ignoreer dit, toe is die kloppie weer daar!

Ek maak die deur oop en daar staan ‘n klein siel vol ellende voor my, sy snik sagweg sonder trane en vra of ek dalk ‘n koppietjie soet tee het om haar ellende te vertroos. Dit het ek ‘n oorvloed van en sit dadelik die ketel aan.

“Kom sit hier by my in die kombuis, dan vertel jy my hoekom jy so ellendig is?”

Sy sug en sak saggies af om te gaan sit terwyl sy treurig kreun, toe sê sy: “Ek is so moeg en vol flenter kolle, kyk hoe lyk my vingers, en albei knieë is nerfaf, sien jy?” vraag die ellendeSiel.

“Ai, ek is so jammer vir jou, het jy dan geval?”

Sy snik weer traanloos en sê: “Ek het ja, dis hoekom my knieë nerfaf is, maar my flenter vingers is so want ek stop heeltyd die gate in ander siele se harte. Die werk kom nooit klaar nie want baie van hulle torring weer my stopwerk los, dan moet ek dit oordoen.”

“Ai maar dis ‘n treurmare van ‘n storie! Maar wat van jou knieë, hoe het hulle dan so vreeslik stukkend gekom?” vraag ek die armsaligheid.

“Want ek bly in die gate val… oor en oor val ek in die gate van ander se harte, dan moet ek self uitkruip en dis hoekom ek so flenters is. Het jy asseblief vir my raad en daad?

“Ek is so hartseer van die gesukkel om harte heel te werk dat my trane opgeraak het, net die snikke het oorgebly.”

Ek luister en voel so jammer vir die ellendige klein siel wat so swaar het. Toe ek vir haar tee aangee, vat sy dit baie versigtig by my en van die vingertjies staan skiertsregop, seer en vol gaatjies van al die stopwerk.

Toe vra ek: “Hoekom val jy dan konstant in die gate in ander siele se harte? Vertel vir my mooi wat aangaan?”

Sy sluk met toe ogies aan die soet tee en sug meer tevrede voor sy vertel: “Die ding werk so, die flenter-hart-siele gooi hulle hake uit en dit haak aan my stukkende hart, dan ruk hulle my nader tot ek in die die gate in hulle harte val. Omdat ék weet hoe swaar dit is om ‘n flenter hart te hê, het ek belowe om almal wat ‘n haak uitgooi te help om hulle harte heel te werk. Daar is so baie siele met harte vol gate, te veel vir my alleen. Kan jy asseblief help om lappe op te werk, jy weet mos hoe om met garing en naald te toor?

“Ek kry nie ‘n kans om my eie hart te stop nie, ek is heeltyd met ander se flenters besig, my eie hart is al heel uitgerafel.

“Eintlik is dit veel erger nog, my vingers is vol gate en baie seer van al die stopwerk, my knieë rou van uitkruip uit die harts-gate. En die ergste is, ek moet heeltyd terugloop om die werk oor te doen want die siele torring my heelmaak weer los.”

In my eie kop dink ek hoe lank ek self met stukkende vingers geloop het want ek het dieselfde foute gemaak. Dit het my baie lank gevat om te verstaan dat ons nie ander se harte vir hulle kan heelstop nie, dis elke man se eie werk daai.

Ek skink vir die siel en myself nog ‘n koppietjie tee, gooi ekstra heuning in en sê: “Weet jy liewe ellendeSiel, die beste raad is dat jy eers jou eie hart se gate stop, werk dit toe en borduur mooi goed bo-oor. Dis waar mens begin.

“Die tweede raad is om nie naby ander siele se harts-gate te loop en draai nie, dis gevaarlik vir ‘n mens se eie hart. Siele met flenter harte is bietjie stamp en stoot, party dae is hulle selfs ruk en plukkerig en dan gebeur dit maklik dat jy in hulle flenter gate inval.

“Soos jy weet vang hulle jou selfs met ‘n visstok en pyn-haak as jy te naby gaan.”

Daar biggel waarlik ‘n piepklein traantjie uit die een ellendige ogie terwyl sy saggies snik, sy sug diep en sê: “Is jy seker dis nie my werk om hulle te help nie?”

“Jip!” seg ekke, “dis jóú werk om jou eie hart heel te borduur en dan kan jy ander siele leer hoe om hulle eie harte ook so mooi heel te maak. Maar net die wat wíl leer en wíl heel wees, kan gehelp en geleer word.”

Die siel sug diep en sê: “Ag dankie, dankie vir dit! Ek is nou so verlig om te hoor ek kan ophou om so ellendig te voel en te sukkel. Ek kan nie wag om my hart heel te borduur nie!”

“Ek is bly jy voel beter, kom ek sit pleisters oor die gaatjies in jou vingers voor jy loop. En dalk moet ons jou nie meer EllendeSiel noem nie, kom ons noem jou borduurSiel, wat dink jy daarvan?”

“Jaaa!” gil die klein lyfie,”ek hou báie van my nuwe naam!”

Sy hou die vingertjies in die lug dat ek hulle kan verbind met prentjie pleisters.

En so onthóú ék weer, dat die gate in ander siele se harte, nie ons verantwoordelikheid is nie. Dat ons nie om dit moet loop en later inval nie, saam seerkry en weer moet uitkruip nie.

Ons moet wye draai loop om gate van enige aard, maar veral die gate in harte wat nie heel wíl word nie. Daardie siele wat die borduur en stopwerk weer lostrek, moet veral uitgelos word tot hulle klaar gepyn het. Tot hulle eendag bereid is om die moeite te doen om hulle eie harte sélf heel te werk.

 

 

 

 

Dis ‘n on-jaar…

Dis ‘n on-jaar…

Deur An-fold 3 Julie 2020

 

Dis ‘n on-dagboek jaar! Dit voel on-gelooflik en besonder on-natuurlik.

Ons leef geskiedenis, seg die wat weet, gedog dis uitsonderlik om die voorreg te hê om geskiedenis te maak, maar dis gladnie so nie. Mens is heeltemal te besig om vlak asem te haal en te wroeg oor die feit dat die dagboek nutteloos is. Dis ‘n stadig loop tyd, treëtjie vir treëtjie vorentoe…  na wat toe?

Dié vrae daag in my praktyk op: “Wanneer en hoe lank nog en wat gaan aan en hoekom en waarom en hoe lyk dit anderkant as daar ‘n anderkant is. Moet ek of moet ek nie en wanneer gaan dit weer normaal wees?”

Dan moet ek starrag asemhaal om nie te sê: “Vreksel nee, sê jy my asseblief wat hier aan die gang is? staan stil broek ek is nie bang nie!”

Ek is ‘n Astroloog en ‘n aanmoediger, mense wil graag by my weet wanneer en hoe lank… en ek wil nie daai antwoord nie want ek kry self nie heeltyd so lekker asem nie.

Die planete seg hulle is op ‘n tydsame terugtog en maak amok en dop om en uit, hulle veroorsaak deurmekaarspulle en moeilikhede en dit voel al te veel na ‘n on-ding wat aan die gebeur is.

Dis vir my so lekker om dit vir mense sagter en ‘beterder’ te maak met my woorde, maar vir nou is daar nie baie van dit beskikbaar nie. Dit is ‘n on-tyd, dis ‘n lang tyd van on-goete wat moet gate kry voor ons weer veilig kan voel. Hoe weet niemand en dan weet ek dis geskiedenis maak tyd maar dit voel soos ‘n simpel sepie waarin ek ‘n stoepit rol vertolk.

On-seker is die waaib!

On-voorspelbaar ego die volgende waaib!

En boonop, vind ek die maskers on-geskik, my 59 en ‘n bietjie oue ore, sukkel om die gesmoorde woorde van die ander te verstaan, terwyl ek besef ek kan nie lippe lees agter die maskers nie en ek mis die glimlag wat ek wil gee en kry.

Die neukery is ook dat ek die bekendes nie groet nie en die on-bekendes groet want ek kannie sien wie ek mee deel nie. Ek het al oogknip oorweeg om die glimlag te vervang en gou daarteen besluit vir on-redes.

Maar ek is ‘n bottermaker, nog steeds…!

Ek weet al die agteruit planete seg dat ons moet inkyk, terugkyk en bietjie stop. Stop en kyk wat ons doen en of ons nog die kontrakte wat ons gesluit het, eerbiedig en ja, almal het kontrakte gesluit, willens of te nie.

Hierdie virus het ‘n ding reggekry wat min sover kon regkry en dis om almal oor dieselfde kam te skeer op dieselfde tyd. Hy vra niks, hy gee niks om nie, hy mishandel almal ewe sleg. Hy loop waar hy wil, steek aan, maak siek, loop aan en doen oral net wat hy wil. Hy is nie ‘n rassis of ‘n humanis nie, hy is ook nie ‘n homo-bangroek nie. Of jy geld het of status het, ‘n titel het of nie, on-geskik of on-waardig is, is vir hom nie ‘n kwessie nie. Maak nie saak wat jy glo of aanhang nie, hy gee nie ‘n flenter om nie, niks vooropgestelde idees of voor of afkeure nie. As jy in sy pad kom, is jy sy prooi.

“So… nou vra ek, wat is jóú kontrakte se inhoud, vir wie het jy, wat gebelowe?

Is jy nog eens met dit wat jy ooreengekom het lank terug, nou die dag en voor die begin van jou lewe op hierdie aarde? Onthou jy nog?”

Dit my liewe Leser, is my storie vir nou. Laat ons binne-toe kyk, weer besluit en veral erken dat ons nog nooit in beheer was nie. Met of sonder dagboek, gekleur of wit, getitel en gebeursie, gered of verlore, hier of daar of elders…

Corona is die bangmaker wat ons herinner dat ons een asem weg is van die klim van die lang leer, soos my liefste Roos hom noem. Corona kom herinner ons dat ons met liefde en respek moet omgaan met alles en almal.

Dat die lewe ‘n Persent is en dat ons dit moet geniet en ophou tyd mors met on-goete.

Hê lief, gee ruimte, lag hard en baie, vergewe, vergeet, plant, maak mooi, doen goed, gee weg en maak minder. Doen niks, doen minder, luister baie en verdra meer. Staan stil en kyk, spandeer kwaliteit tyd met jousigSelwer en jou liefmense en viervoetens. Doen wat jou hart laat dans, hou op uitstel, afstel of jou prioriteite deurmekaar kry. Tyd het vlugtige voete en die Lewe gebeur in hierdie kosbare oomblik. Niks is stabiel, vir altyd of verseker nie, dis ‘n on-seker besigheid.

En aan die einde van hierdie skrywe wil ek jou uitdaag om vir die Lewe te vra: “Wat wil U hê dat ek moet hoor en verstaan?”

In liefde en Lig groet ek julle tot volgende keer… Have Fun!!

 

 

Pluto… making compost!

 

By An-fold 1 July 2020

 

The picture in my mind is a monopoly board game, with all the players and little houses, hotels, money etc, and then it gets picked up and shaked. Nothing more frustrating when that happens, everything a mess, everyone upset and fed up. That is how 2020 feels… The non-diary year where everything is ‘non-sense’.

The fact of the astrology matter is that Pluto shakes and breaks down whatever he touches, making compost, planting seeds. Pluto is in Capricorn, the sign of business, money, status, authority, masculine energy.

Pluto is the transformer, he rules governments, power, endings and new beginnings. A karma planet, the things you cannot resist, you have to surrender to it and transform or suffer.

We see all of this happening in the world. Jupiter just left a conjunction/close-together aspect to Pluto. Jupiter expands everything he touches, bringing the opportunity to heal, to progress. But at the moment we see a lot of falling apart and breaking down. Secrets/Pluto being exposed/Jupiter.

In my humble opinion; We have to do better on all levels, if we resist, it will become traumatic. There is method in the madness, there is opportunity in the endings. It is crazy, we do not know when, what and how it is going to progress but we can be sure that it will go on, in a new way.

My personal belief is that there has been a lot of Light and insight for those who are conscious and who wants to see a new beginning that is beneficial to all and mother earth.

Once you know, you can never not know… on the most basic level, everyone on earth has been touched by Corona.

The conscious ones are planting and inventing and progressing.

We live history!

Where is this happening for you personally? It can be in any of the 12 houses on your chart and knowledge is power. You know where to find me…

 

Venus went under…

Venus in the wilderness!

By An-fold 4 June 2020

 

Venus went on her journey into the underworld on the 13^th of May, it is a 40 day period of transformation. She leaves as the evening star and will emerge as the morning star. What a beautiful metaphor that is?

Jesus went into the wilderness for 40 days and had his own transformation, Buddha has a story of the same. Now Venus is doing it.

What does that mean for us?

The message is about values, money, relationships and what we really want. Not need, that is the job of the Moon, what we want and how we show our love.

She went retrograde on her journey into the underworld in Gemini, the sign of the intellect, the sign of being in 2 minds about things. This tells the story of a retake on love, on money and revaluating our ‘wants’.

She is withdrawing, she is letting go, she is thinking about all of this, a part of her is dying and a new ‘her’ will be born.

She will go direct on the 25^th of June and will emerge as the morning star. Bringing in new beauty and new feminine energy.

It is a time to adapt, to heal, to let go, to open our hands to receive in a new way. If we resist the changes of the moment, we will suffer. Never easy to let go of precious, but it is time… make space for what you really want in your life.

Let’s allow, let’s call in the creativity of Venus, the gentleness of love in all situations and be excited about the new growth sprouting…

Artwork by my Virgo; Rencia Froneman.

Free will we have!

Free will we have…

An-fold 4/4/2020

 

One of the most amazing gifts we enjoy on this planet, is the fact that we were born with free choice. What we do with it, well… that is up to us.

Astrology is an amazing tool that we can use to understand ourselves and also the energies available at a specific moment. We can either dance with it or we can use our free choice not to dance with it, even rebel against it.

A little like the bible story about the angel stirring the water every now and then and whoever got in first, got healed. If you choose not to get in, you do not get healed and so be it.

The planets bring us waves of potential and we are indeed co-creators, you can either dance through the window of opportunity or take another round of the same until the potential comes around again one day. Free choice!

The future is not fixed in other words. Although your natal chart is a stagnant picture of the stars at the time of your birth, you can still choose to either express the positive promise or drown in the negative possibilities. The planets transiting the sky will make contact with your natal planets and bring wake up calls for you and me. Knowing what is going on and dancing with it is wonderful.

On that note I would like to tell you a little about Jupiter and Pluto at the moment. Jupiter takes 12 years to go around the zodiac. The planet of spirituality, expansion and opportunity. He travelled through Capricorn in 2008 the previous time. We all know that was the beginning of the global economic crisis. We still haven’t recovered from it, why? Because it is not over.

We have an exact conjunction/together of Pluto and Jupiter today!

Jupiter is definitely concluding a work he started 12 years ago, now in 2020. Yes, unfortunately it will take the rest of this year to clean up the mess. At the moment we see Jupiter doing his utmost in a detrimental state to bring opportunities, healing but also expanding the mess in order to clean it up. Pluto on the other hand is the planet of karma you have no control over. Yes, we will see deaths and endings but transformation and new growth will be the fruit from it. Time to surrender to what is and transform graciously.

There is so much to be said about what we are going through at the moment. The hardship and real difficulty is all around us but I also know that the people who are conscious enough to lift the vibration of the earth in any way must do it whole heartedly. We need to hold ourselves in the best way we can. We need to use our free will to do the right thing, to not react in negativity but to inquire and clean out our lives, heads and relationships. This is a profound time, dance with the beauty of it and be wonderful!

We all need it from each other.

p.s. I am available for consultations over Skype and telephone should you wish to know how all of this is affecting your own life.

Bottermaker se resep.

Bottermaker se resep…

‘n sielStorie deur Annali Swiegers.

 

Die nuus kom dat daar ‘n virus loop en skree dat ons moet starrag leef, ophou hol en huis toe gaan. Eers dog ek dis net nog ‘n storie wat ‘n onwaarheid-broek aanhet, maar toe raak dit ernstig en ernstiger. En kort voor lank toe is die virus naby en skree kliphard en almal skrik en hol gillend die pad af, party hol huis toe, party hol in mekaar vas en hier en daar is daar een wat amok gaan saai op die plein.

Nou-ja, ek gee nie om vir my huis nie, ek het baie om te doen en al-Een wees is aangenaam vir my. Ek sit nou in my tuin en werk ‘n resep uit, ek maak graag botter van beesmis tye. Dis eintlik salig, die voëltjies is baldadiger as gewoonlik, dis nou van die siele moes binne bly. Ek sit en kyk die skoenlappers wat stuitig in mekaar vasvlieg en giggelend op die liefdesblomme sit en ogies maak vir mekaar.

Maar ja, selfs in die stilte en bly-by-jou-huis-tyd, is daar sowaar ‘n gegil oor my muur.

“Hallóóu!!” skree ‘n siel benoud, anderkant my muur.

Ek sit doodstil en hoop dis nie vir my nie, maar nee, die siel skree nog ‘n keer!

“Hallóóóu! Storieverteller!!! Waar ís jy?” skree die siel weer oor die muur.

Ek staan op en roep terug: “Ag nee man? Wat maak jy buite jou huis? Hoe kan jy my vra waar ek is, jy weet dan ons moet in ons huise bly?”

Die siel gee ‘n snik en ‘n sug en teem voort: “Ek weet maar ek kan dit nie uithou met my eie sigSelwer nie en dis so ‘n skriktyd en dan is daar nog my broek wat so bewe dat ek gedaan is daarvan.”

“Ai Jong? Hoekom bewe jou broek dan, my Ou?”

Die siel praat in ‘n bewerige stem voort: “Want ek het by die virus ‘n broek gekoop, dis ‘n bang-broek! En ek weet niks en niemand wil vir my vertel nie en hoekom en waarom en wanneer tog immers? Dan is daar nog die ellende van anderkant en onweet en seg nou maar net…!”

“Liewe deug my Ou? Waar is jou eie broek? Jy het mos ‘n lieflike glo-broek en wat van die mooie vertrou-broek wat jy nou die dag aangehad het? Trek uit daai bang-broek, gooi weg, mens dra nie sulke klere nie. Jy weet mos ons is nooit alleen nie?”

“Oukei, wag vir my asseblief, ek gaan net gou my glo-broek aantrek, moenie weggaan nie, ek is nog nie klaar geskrik en gebewe nie. Eintlik wil ek inkom maar ek weet ons moet ver van mekaar af asemhaal.”

Ek giggel saggies en sê: “Dis reg skrikSiel, ek sit hier en wag vir jou terwyl ek ‘n botter maak resep bymekaar dink.”

Na ‘n ruk hoor ek hom aangehuppel kom, hy staan op sy tone en loer deur die liefdesblomme en sê: “Hiers ek, ek is terug en sowaar, my glo-broek sit lekker, niks bewerigheid nie. Dankie Storieverteller! Maar nou wil ek asseblief weet van die resep, gaan jy bak en brou?”

“Nee skrikSiel”, seg ek, “Dis ‘n resep vir hoe om in die oomblik te leef en al-Een te wees sonder om bewebroeke te loop staan en koop.”

“Ek luister!” seg die siel.

“Dis eintlik maklik skrikSiel, mens moenie nou staan en loop vooruit skrik nie. Ons weet nie en dis ook oukei, wanneer ons daar kom sal ons weet. En ons het mekaar en die groot Siel is heeltyd by almal, Hy gaan ons mos nie nou los nie, Hy is niks bang vir virusse nie.

“En dan is daar die botter in die beesmis, die persent in alle situasies. Mens moet sit en stilbly, bietjie binnetoe dink en luister. Ons kry nie baie sulke tye nie, meer nog, ons is almal in dieselfde bootjie. Almal het geskrik, almal moes stop en ons weet dat alles gaan verander. Dis die ding wat ons armsalige bang siele die meeste vang. Die on-weet, die on-rus en die on- van alle on-dinge wat ons uit-dink en groter-dink.

“Die groot Siel het ‘n plan, wat aangaan is nie onder Hom uit nie, Hy weet van alles en soos dit vir my lyk, het Hy nou eers gemeen Hy moet ons bietjie uithaal uit die lewe dat die Lewe kan terugkom tot homself. Dan sal Hy ons help om weer terug te leef en dalk het ‘n klomp van ons bietjie meer respek vir die lewe.”

Die siel sug en sê: “Haai dankie Storieverteller, ek voel nou heelwat beter. So, jy seg dit gaan oukei wees, ons sal weer aangaan?”

“Ja skrikSiel, ons sal oukei wees, het jy iets nodig?”

“Nee, nognie, maar dalk hou my kos nie! Maar jy is mos hier? En om die waarheid te sê, ek onthou nou net, ek wil gaan uitvind of my sielmaters oukei is, ek was so skrikkerig dat ek skoon vergeet het om oor hulle te vra. Is jý oukei Storieverteller?”

“Dankie vir vra skrikSiel, ek is doodreg en het genoeg van alles.

“Dis ‘n Wonder tyd, ons moet almal bietjie Wonder!”

 

 

 

Saturn, the teacher entered Aquarius.

Saturn, the teacher, entering Aquarius.

An-fold 31 March 2020

 

Saturn is a slow moving planet, it takes roughly 2 and a half years to move through a sign. While travelling through a sign it brings out the best and the worst of that sign. What works and what needs to be let go of.

Saturn was conjunct Pluto in Dec 2019 and the last time early in Jan 2020. Astrologers expected huge shifts, predicted that world economy will change. That power positions will be challenged, some even predicted world war 3.

But no one expected that it will actually be a minute virus bringing the crisis/war we have now… and that was only the beginning.

I would like to add to the story of Saturn and Pluto and what we can expect.

Saturn has left Capricorn and entered Aquarius on the 22^nd of March. Saturn is the planet of karma, order, discipline, fear, responsibility, consequences etc. He now entered the sign of the humanitarian, taking care of the earth, the new age we so desperately waited for.

Aquarius is also the sign of the internet, an out of the ordinary way of doing. We see how people connect and work through technology and we see how they reach out and give, help and finally, hopefully wake up!

Saturn is making a square to Uranus at the moment, the planet of shocks, independence and inventions. We can be sure that there will be breakthroughs, maybe slowly and with a lot of effort but there is the promise of such happening.

Today Mars has joined Saturn in Aquarius. That is something to be thankful for. Mars is one of the planets that triggered the pandemic. Mars being the planet of fever amongst other things. Mars now left Capricorn, entered Aquarius, joining forces with Saturn and Uranus to move on in a new way. The warrior, ambitious and in Aquarius, open minded with a world view.

Jupiter is still at the same degree as Pluto, on 24 degrees Capricorn.

Still expanding the transformational energies of the virus. Jupiter is also the healer, in the background we see people cured of the virus. Opportunities arose from the trauma. Pluto brings endings, but it carries a seed of new growth at the same time.

In Human language;

We all know that something had to give, the world was/is in trouble.

I am still amazed at the power of fear (Saturn) and how big our instinct for survival actually is. The symbolic meaning of everything is profound if you want to know.

We are but a breath away from not being here. Corona is the virus restricting exactly that. Getting us to take note, to stop, to return to ourSelves and our loved ones. To understand that we are all the same in our Essence, all busy with our physical journey and so fragile that we can be removed from this earth by a virus you cannot even see.

Pluto the planet of death and transformation, the karma we have no control over. Saturn next to him in Capricorn, this happened last time, more than 800 years ago with significant effects on the world.

And here we are… every fear has been touched. From fear of death, of loosing our loved ones, our money, job, business, health, food, security etc.

Confronted with every false security, the government, the fund, the investment, the savings, the relationship the…. suddenly realising that what our parents told us, were indeed true. The only thing that really matters, is your health and therefor, your breath, that which keeps you on this earth.

We are relieved of duties, constrained to homes, with the people you call loved ones, but maybe the relationship only survives because you are mostly absent.

Ultimately the shifts will have to be within. The circumstances of every human being will provide the ingredients we need to grow, to shift, to take responsibility, to decide.

And all we know at the moment, is that we have no clue what tomorrow will bring. In this moment we need to be the best we can be. To act in love and respect and to trust that we are fine right now.

Corona virus and Astrology.

An-fold 14/03/2020

 

So, here we thought money makes the world go round… Ha!!

Corona came along, a tiny, tiny virus and stopped the world! She speaks louder than money, who would have thought it is even possible?

She inspires us in a whole new way! Fear/Saturn of death/Pluto!

Interesting to see how easily we can be rendered (Pluto) powerless on this physical plain called Earth.

How does this show up in Astrology?

We have had the Pluto/Saturn conjunction/together in Capricorn, since December 2019, although it has been building up, through last year. We are talking about very slow moving planets. There was an exact hit in January 2020, but we will deal with the change and aftermath for the rest of this year.

Capricorn, the sign of business, making money, status and authority, ambition and the physical manifestation of energy in the world.

Pluto the planet of transformation and power. The karma you have no control over, if you resist, you suffer. The seed/Pluto falling in the soil/death, bringing forth something new/birth.

Saturn is the planet of responsibility,  authority and boundaries. It constricts and brings fear if not adhered to.

Saturn also rules time and structure.

Mix the three;

It is time to take responsibility for the abuse of power. Reap what you have sown in the past/karma, the negative patterns we repeat.

Authorities have been exposed, called out to own up to the bad boundaries and the abuse of power in all aspects. Money, borders, strategies, rules and laws.

Now we add Jupiter in a fallen state to the mix; Jupiter expands and makes whatever it touches bigger, being in a fallen state in Capricorn, we see him expanding and spreading the negative of the situation. That is also why things are exposed.

Add Mars which entered Capricorn in February, Mars is the planet of action, drive, ambition and in top performance in Capricorn.

But… Mars also rules fever and infection.

So there we have Corona showing up as the tool to bring the transformation needed so desperately in the world.

Hand in hand with Jupiter we are challenged and inspired to change in a way where we have little or no control/Saturn.

We can expect to have this whole situation coming to a peak over the next week.

On the 18^th of March, the Moon will shine her light on the situation and Mars will join the other 4 planets in Capricorn. This will probably be the peak of the spread of the virus.

As we close the borders/Saturn, we will constrict/Saturn the spreading/Jupiter of the disease. We are warned to take personal responsibility for the infection/Mars by washing our hands etc.

Saturn will move out of Capricorn on the 21^st of March, into Aquarius, the sign of groups of people. We will then deal with the effect that the situation had on humanity as such. We will definitely see businesses change, imports will be restricted and the world will indeed be changed by one tiny virus.

It is a year of change on every level connected to money, status, boundaries, responsibility and power.

Jupiter will bring opportunities forth and new doors will be opened as the seeds drop in the soil. Expect to be challenged to change, to let go, to adapt, to get unstuck. Nobody will be left untouched by this. The ones who are ready to dance with the flow of Life, will reap the benefit. The ones who resist, will suffer.

Time to take responsibility for Self and act in love.

Separate… all I know is that I am learning…

A humble offering of my journey on this plane called Life. Inspired by a teacher/soul who offered separation and gave me a gift of Oneness, once again…

Thank you, Amen and Namasté.

To be in-Spired can only happen when you are in-Spirit.

How? Where?

In the gap, in the Stillness between the many words in the busy mind.

To get back to One, means you need to be Unified (Yoga) with the Source, get passed the thinking mind and take your Awareness/Thinker to the quiet space where the Creator resides.

To be unified with the Creator, makes you a channel of Creation. Creating is being in-Spirit.

We live in a world of polarities. Forever looking for the other half of the Whole. This started when we were ultimately separated from the Source and the pool of creation in order to experience the extreme of the other side of the pendulum. Starting by the choice of being either a woman or a man in physical form. Splitting the Whole to start off with. The Yin and the Yang separated in body form.

On this journey called Life, we are born and separated from Source on spiritual level, on physical plane we are at the same time, separated from the womb/mother.

In us lives a Seed of need to be whole again, searching for the other half, the meaning, the reason for this fear of being separate and alone.

As we grow up, we walk back to Oneness. Every experience can take you closer or further away from that. Always a choice, born with free choice… So free that you can choose to be separate from All and every-One. Ultimately ending up with the Source at the end.

Going Home, through experiences in a world of polarities and extremes. Finding Home to be in the Stillness of your head, the gap between the words.

Being saved from the separateness created by the noise between You and Stillness. Aiming for the Christ mind and the bliss of Being.

All of this effort were infused with fear. From laws and commandments, warnings and burnings to buying your freedom by confession with a penny or such.

 

Choosing, choosing…

Man versus Woman = Unity = Creating…

Looking for it in the other, the one side of the polarity of the physical manifestation, initially feeling complete, to find after the honeymoon that you are still alone. Creating children with the unity of 2 polarities, hoping to complete the experience. Only to find more separation and disappointment.

Then there are those who go beyond the physical unity and looking for the completeness experience in the other. Those who know it is not in the physical unity that you find the whole. The Whole lies within and only within. All part of the brave experience of being a human Being.

The brave ones walk alone, some with pain and loneliness, some with the gift of knowing that Oneness is not to be found anywhere but in the Nowhere.

 

More polarities with the gift of whole and perfection in the balance of it;

Darkness/Black versus Light/White , within lies the creative Rainbow, the spectrum of all colour available to us.

The artist, blissfully understanding the magic of Being in the moment of total Stillness and creating beauty from within.

Here and There, within lies no-where and every-where. Life happens for us, not at us.

More and more of those I leave with you to discover for yourSelf in your search for your own insight and wholeness.

 

My conclusion and humble insight on the first day of Autumn 2020, still evolving and deeply aware that I do not know, is;

The journey towards Wholeness; Each and everyone’s personal journey. God hides Herself and we are looking for Her through experiences on a physical plane. Sometimes visiting the extremes and the pain and separation of energies, always returning to ourSelves where the Stillness resides. The Stillness with no-Name.

Lao Tzu said: “The Tao which can be named is not the Tao.”

Our ability to make words and create conversation lies within the mind, the very place of separation. There where naming and blaming, rating and judgement lives. The fear of separation being the very drive behind the separation. The ego, fearfully trying to validate, compare and compete in order to be right and safe. The ego wants to be better, always looking for more, forever looking for perfect in an imperfect way.

Using an earthly tool like words to explain the Tao/God which is too big to be put into words. Words fail, words kill, words are dangerous and glorious on the spectrum of polarities.

We create with our thoughts and words. We should only create with one word and that is love!

The only word without letters that can be spoken without the use of your tongue is the breath, in and out, silently whispering from the Inspiration: “Yah…weh… yah…weh”

Tesla said: “If we want to understand the Universe, we need to look at it in the form of energy, vibration and frequency!”